maybe it’s the fog, but today i just can’t help missing people.
james and phil. jared. audrie. my grampy.
am i stupid for sometimes forgetting people died and wondering if i’ll hear from them again? the internet makes it hard because sometimes you just expect that yes, the person is dead but maybe i’ll just get a message. i have dreams like that, i get a text or message on Facebook that’s just “i’m alright, i’m dead, i’m alright, i miss you.”